It's all about you, innit?

A very unproductive day. Wished it had been. I just read a guy's journal just now and what he wrote inspired me in so many ways. He wrote something about being a family. He said a family doesn't always consist of ur blood relatives... something to that effect but family could be the ppl u're very close to.. such as ur frens.. who have been there with u thru thick and thin... everytime u fall down, they're there to pick u up and tell u that things are goin to be alryte eventho u know for a fact, at times that, they won't be alryte. I admire ppl that have that sort of frens. I never have gotten the opportunity to have someone that would go thru a mile, even more for me. It's always the other way around. No, i'm not saying that i want something in return for every lil thing i do becoz i'm not like that but it would be nice to have or at least to know that someone out there would do the same for me. Some ppl, they do things in order to get something in return which to me, is just so wrong. If that's what u want.. then don't do it at all. Really. I had a lot of good frens that are now, some what strangers to me. Just bcoz i didn't have the time to hang out, they dissed me. Look, u may have all the free time in the world not just bcoz ur parents are paying for ur outings but bcoz u're just so free to go out every now and then and whatnot but for some ppl, like me.. working ppl, we don't have the time. Even if we do, honestly speaking, i'd rather spend time with my family bcoz i don't seem to have the time to do so lately. And u know wat, if it's bcoz of my not sharing or spending time with u that is pissing u off, then be it. I don't care anymore bcoz it has always been about u and well, i guess as a fren of mine, u aren't as understanding as i thot u were. This is not for a particular person.. its just my thots and how i'm feeling ryte now. Oh well.. dont think i can write anymore... maybe later...