Friday, December 14, 2007

Wondering... waiting...

I was woken up by the sound of my sms alert on my cellphone. I picked it up and saw 2 new messages.

They were from my BF. The second sms that came through caught me off guard. I replied and started to worry.

That was 9 hours ago and now I'm still worrying about the outcome. Not so much worrying but restless. I hope everything goes well.

The most hardest thing for me to deal is the waiting. Be it for short or long term - I hate waiting. It panics me. Actually, not knowing is what gets to me the most!! I retract the part about waiting - waiting is something I can still deal with but not knowing --- hell no!!

I am praying hard that the little angel will be fine. I sure hope he will be.

My love, hang in there... I know you're strong and we'll go through this together. I'm sending positive vibes and prayers to you and family.

xxx

- Babylove

2 comments:

*s.a.s* said...

SPECIALLY DEDICATED TO YOU BABY GURL! :) everything will be fine in due time...

love,
sandy


Every now and then we find a special friend
Who never lets us down
Who understands it all
Reaches out each time you fall
You're the best friend that I've found
I know you can't stay
But a part of you will never ever go away
Your heart will stay

I'll make a wish for you
And I hope it will come true
That life will just be kind
To such a gentle mind
If you loose your way
Think back on yesterday
Remember me this way
Remember me this way

I don't need us to see
The love you bring to me
No matter where I go
And I know that you'll be there
For ever more apart of me you're everywhere
I'll always care

I'll make a wish for you
And I hope it will come true
That life will just be kind
To such a gentle mind
If you loose your way
Think back on yesterday
Remember me this way
Remember me this way

And I'll be right behind your shoulder
Watching you
I'll be standing by your side in all you do
And I won't ever leave as long as you believe
You just believe

I'll make a wish for you
And hope it will come true
That life will just be kind
To such a gentle mind
And if you loose your way
Think back on yesterday
Remember me this way
Remember me this way

MsQuixotic said...

Thanks!!! You just made me cry and well, made me miss him even more!!!!