A pleasant surprise!

My sexy BF gave me a wake up cum birthday call this morning at 07:00!!! I loved it! I just love hearing his voice - any time of the day. I wish he was here.. not necessarily on my birthday but every day of my life!!!

Thank you, my love for the call. I really appreciate it and it was a very pleasant surprise! Didn't expect it at all.

Thank you for your entry. I do know that you love me and I believe you... but I guess you can't blame me for having those fears? It's quite hard for me sometimes... but it doesn't mean that I don't believe you when you tell me how you feel about me. You do know that lately, it has been hard for us both with what went on...

Please bear in mind that I love you deeply.... I wouldn't want it any other way, my love!

xxxx

- Babylove

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Okay, so I don't wanna start a new entry, instead I just continue from this recent entry.

It's 20:56PM. J is busy looking through Friendster and I don't have much to do at work today. Did all the phone calls (aarrgghh - I hate making phone calls) and now, almost done with the paperwork. What next? No bloody idea.

I can't wait to go home. I have been on a long holiday and coming back to work today has been a drag!!

Dad just called and said my second brother is back from Sarawak. I don't understand that brother of mine. On the first day of Raya, heck during the entire week of Raya (usually the first day is THE day for you to ask for forgiveness) he didn't call nor text my parents to wish them. He didn't call on my father's birthday, not on mummy's birthday yesterday and certainly no calls for me either today. I really don't care about him not wishing me, really, I have given up on that but he could have called up my parents. Not on birthdays, fine but no wishes on Eid Mubarak? That is way too much. I'm the one that has to see them all sad and disappointed. He doesn't see how hurt my parents are but I do. There is so much one can take, you know.

Recently, my second brother mentioned something about furnitures to my parents. Stating that he bought them some fine furnitures - yeah okay, fine but don't think that by buying material things all are forgotten. It doesn't work that way, not in my book and most certainly not in my parents' books. It does not make things better. They'd rather have you around than those things. I would know. He hasn't seen his grand-daughter for almost 5 and half years now, meeting HER would BE THE gift! Put aside your differences for the sake of your child and her grandfather! This really pisses me off! I go home all the time and lately, this is all I hear about. I'm not angry at my parents for talking to me about this, I'm angry at my brother and wife for being such an arse about this whole issue. It's too friggin' long already - GET OVER IT!!!!!!