Yeay! I can't believe how fast the time passes by lately. Amir will be back soon. Hehe.. I hope he's doing alryte there with his finals coming up. A friend of mine asked me, if i am happy that he's coming back in less than 3 weeks.. what DO YOU think?!?! I'm EXCITED!!! It has only been 4 months but 4 months is PRETTY LONG, dude!!! We have so much of catching up to do. Movies, games, hanging out with friends... *sigh*.. Amir!! Hurry up, will you!
Now, on a more serious note, my day is pretty slow today. Not much of a progress on the PNS project. Another long night.. i can just see it coming. *Sigh*... I need sleep. Maybe tomorrow. Hehe. Not funny, at all. I really need sleep!! Anyway, I have a meeting at 5pm on PNS project. Brainstorming session at 7pm. My head will start spinning.. say.. an hour after the brainstorming... because that's when we'll start working on the designs, surfing on the Net for info and at the same time, empty coffee cups will be left here and there in the office. Another long night.. yeap... and I'm soooo dreading it...
Tuesday, March 30, 2004
Work.. work.. and more work..
I wanted to blog earlier but was tied up with work. Am waiting for the rest to come over for a discussion on a new job we got. Hopefully by Wednesday, i'll be able to get my usual 8 hrs of sleep. I'm getting headache just thinking about not getting enough sleep. Although i think the headache is caused by my lack of sleep.
Things are not going so great for my brother. It's sad. Really. I seriously don't know what's wrong with his choice of women. He's happily married. He's not cheating on his wife nor is she. It's just that, he has been very busy with work and, his wife doesn't seem to understand that. What is it with women? Well, some of them... I'm sure not all fall into my sister-in-law's category. I may be biased, with my brother being my brother but I am working with him and he is busy. All the time. In fact, today, all of us did not sleep till 7 in the morning. He slept, if i'm not mistaken for only one hour. Then, woke up and continued his work. Went back to shower and came back to finish up another job. Now, we're all here again, to start on another job (I'm blogging because the rest are still not here). It's going to be another long night. With my brother being busy, what did she decide to do? She decided to visit her sister in Sabah. She's on leave for a month and she decides to spend it all with his sister... great. The least she could do is be an understanding wife to my brother. My brother has been nothing but patient with her tantrums. Showing her f***ed up face in front of my parents. What kind of a daughter-in-law are you? I'm sorry but i can't help it. She may be my sis-in-law but if she's showing her f***ed up attitude in front of my parents, she does not deserve any of my respect. None at all. She better be doing some thinking in Sabah, especially about her attitude towards my brother and parents. Screw up my brother's life and I'll screw up yours, I will.
Things are not going so great for my brother. It's sad. Really. I seriously don't know what's wrong with his choice of women. He's happily married. He's not cheating on his wife nor is she. It's just that, he has been very busy with work and, his wife doesn't seem to understand that. What is it with women? Well, some of them... I'm sure not all fall into my sister-in-law's category. I may be biased, with my brother being my brother but I am working with him and he is busy. All the time. In fact, today, all of us did not sleep till 7 in the morning. He slept, if i'm not mistaken for only one hour. Then, woke up and continued his work. Went back to shower and came back to finish up another job. Now, we're all here again, to start on another job (I'm blogging because the rest are still not here). It's going to be another long night. With my brother being busy, what did she decide to do? She decided to visit her sister in Sabah. She's on leave for a month and she decides to spend it all with his sister... great. The least she could do is be an understanding wife to my brother. My brother has been nothing but patient with her tantrums. Showing her f***ed up face in front of my parents. What kind of a daughter-in-law are you? I'm sorry but i can't help it. She may be my sis-in-law but if she's showing her f***ed up attitude in front of my parents, she does not deserve any of my respect. None at all. She better be doing some thinking in Sabah, especially about her attitude towards my brother and parents. Screw up my brother's life and I'll screw up yours, I will.
Monday, March 29, 2004
Something to ponder on...
Life isn't about keeping score. It's not about how many ppl call you and it's not about who you've dated, are dating or haven't dated at all. It isn't about who you've kissed, what sports you play, or which guy or girl likes you. It's not about your shoes or your hair or the colour of your skin or where you live or go to school. In fact, it's not about grades, money, clothes or colleges that accept you or not. Life isn't about if you have lots of friends, or if you are alone and it's not about how accepted or unaccepted you are. Life is just isn't about that.
But life is about who you love and who you hurt. It's about how you feel about yourself. It's about trust, happiness and compassion. It's about sticking up for your friends and replacing inner hate with love. Life is about avoiding jealousy, overcoming ignorance and building confidence. It's about what you say and what you mean. It's about seeing ppl for who they are and not what they have. Most of all, it is about choosing to use your life to touch someone else's in a way that could never have been achieved otherwise. These choices are what life's about.
I know quite a number of ppl who actually think that life is just about money, clothes, what kind of a car you drive.. but I don't really see them happy being surrounded by all that. I may be wrong but most of them, which are my frens btw, they're not happy. One of them, which I am very close to is in fact, very lonely. She is only surrounded by frens when she has the money to spend on them.. which is nearly every other day but when she's broke, they are nowhere to be seen. Her parents are always busy therefore; they don't have the time to spend with her, much less talk about what's happening around her. I don't really have a point here but I feel pity for ppl like my fren here. It's pretty sad, really, when the only reason why you're surrounded by your so-called-frens is because you have the money. What happens then, when you're broke.. for good? Some can probably handle that.. but I doubt it. You're so used to having ppl around you although you know for a fact that they're only there because of your money.. but once when they're all gone.. you're gonna be so lonely. What will you do then? I'm just glad my frens (not that I have a lot but I'm happy) are with me because of who I am. The person that I have become. It's not about my money but because the things we share. The ups and downs we went thru and are going thru. I'm glad I chose that life is just not about material stuff.. it's more than that.... much more.
But life is about who you love and who you hurt. It's about how you feel about yourself. It's about trust, happiness and compassion. It's about sticking up for your friends and replacing inner hate with love. Life is about avoiding jealousy, overcoming ignorance and building confidence. It's about what you say and what you mean. It's about seeing ppl for who they are and not what they have. Most of all, it is about choosing to use your life to touch someone else's in a way that could never have been achieved otherwise. These choices are what life's about.
I know quite a number of ppl who actually think that life is just about money, clothes, what kind of a car you drive.. but I don't really see them happy being surrounded by all that. I may be wrong but most of them, which are my frens btw, they're not happy. One of them, which I am very close to is in fact, very lonely. She is only surrounded by frens when she has the money to spend on them.. which is nearly every other day but when she's broke, they are nowhere to be seen. Her parents are always busy therefore; they don't have the time to spend with her, much less talk about what's happening around her. I don't really have a point here but I feel pity for ppl like my fren here. It's pretty sad, really, when the only reason why you're surrounded by your so-called-frens is because you have the money. What happens then, when you're broke.. for good? Some can probably handle that.. but I doubt it. You're so used to having ppl around you although you know for a fact that they're only there because of your money.. but once when they're all gone.. you're gonna be so lonely. What will you do then? I'm just glad my frens (not that I have a lot but I'm happy) are with me because of who I am. The person that I have become. It's not about my money but because the things we share. The ups and downs we went thru and are going thru. I'm glad I chose that life is just not about material stuff.. it's more than that.... much more.
Sunday, March 28, 2004
It's a bootiful day..
I just woke up. It's 13.23pm.. heheh. It's Sunday, so it's alryte i guess. Still trying to figure out the html codes. I guess blogger has upgraded the template.. don't even know what i'm looking at!! I forgot most of the codes now bcoz i haven't been blogging for almost a year (?) or so... I guess i gotta open up my html codes book and go thru it.. again. Will do it later. Now.. i have to go and have my lunch. Toodles~!
